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[ooc: In which Jeff reflects on the events of the fic, Spell for Giving Life to the Lord of Souls, in which certain mysteries are revealed, and many more are left to decipher.]

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Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPF AU
Word Count: 653 (Look, three digits!)
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction
Warnings: Some vague(ish) descriptions of murder and what amounts to torture.

Heaven arms with compassion those it would not see destroyed. -- The Tao Te Ching

Quan Yin shared that with me once. It was a long time ago, and Hir words remain etched onto my soul. I still don't believe it, though. They are always trying to destroy me.

Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPF AU
Word Count: 34
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction

This prison has now become your home/A sentence you seem prepared to pay -- "Fortress Around Your Heart" by Sting

I used to think keeping it all in made me strong, because I couldn't be hurt, but at what point does a fortress become a prison?

I think that's what he always wanted to do to me. He never needed a cage because I never wanted to leave him. In the end, the pain was enough to keep me chained to him forever.

Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPS AU
Word Count: 63
DIsclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

I've had so many lost chances. So many times when I had a chance to make things right, and I just threw them away like they didn't matter. I was too - stubborn. Too proud to give ground.

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Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPF AU
Word Count: 216
Disclaimer: Complete work of fiction.

She never said goodbye.

Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPF
Word Count: 4 (Is that a new record? Yes, yes it is.)
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.

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Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPS AU
Word Count: 294
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.

I think I'd be glad it was all over at last. Now if only I knew there was no Afterlife to contend with, I think I could even die happy.

It's not that I don't want some sort of afterlife, but I've lived long enough that I don't want any rest. I've had enough rest and now I just want it all to end. I don't want to continue on as some sort of angel or spirit or something. I don't want any reincarnation. I don't want to sit by the Gods in the Heavens. I just want some finality, a permanent end to everything. An end to my existence once and for all so I can leave everything behind.

See, not being able to die means you just dwell on everything. The decades pass, they all die around you, and you end up feeling helpless and alone. I've got all the powers of a God and I feel as helpless as a baby. There is no end for me. I just have to keep on existing, keep on tending to the cosmos, and try not to let it get to me.

Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra RPS AU
Word Count: 192
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.

"Love's a different sort of thing, hot enough to make you flow into something, interflow, cool and anneal and be welded stronger than what you started with." -- Theodore Sturgeon

Yeah, until she breaks your heart and takes everything good from your life. Then it leaves you broken and destroyed, and I don't think I ever really got over that.

Love... has never been very kind to me. I'm far from perfect, never said I was, but not everything's my fault, y'know.

Muse: Jeff Lynne
Fandom: Electric Light Orchestra
Word Count: 52
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.

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Mother...

The Dying God

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